time

trying to find my place,

within the human race.

fully surrounded.

feeling weak.

what is it i seek?

time stops.

thoughts cease.

forgetting the future,

the present i seek.

no worries no cares,

mind always prepared.

rock bottom

I've been depressed lately but too ashamed and embarrassed to tell anyone. I feel like I could use some help. I prayed to God. I know he heard me. I know Jesus understands my pain. Please God take this pain from me.

warm

Tonight I reached an extremely high level of thinking. I was thinking about what knowledge I have obtained in the last couple years of college as well as from simply experiencing life. At the same time I was intensely playing the video game madden and really getting into the passing plays. I could feel different areas of my brain working at the same time since I was also deep in thought. With the high level of thinking came a feeling of motivation and optimism toward the future. I know my brain can take me to new heights. After I graduate, my future is whatever I make of it.